I've been through a lot even though I'm still so young
It's been like heaven and hell, pleasure and pain all at once
So many people said so many painfull things.
And I often used to cry, but sometimes I was just so fucking angry
And once in a while I actually felt happiness, and maybe you could even see me smile
And from all this shit that I went through, I didn't learn anything, I can see that now...
What I once thought made me stronger, wasn't really making me more than just a bitch.