For me, every day is a challenge, to get up, to get to school in time, to do my homework, to have a sosial life. It's not allways easy, to be the person your parents want's you to be, and to be the person you want to be. It's not easy, but who said life was easy right?
You find challenges everywhere, you face them every day. The thing is to face them, and make the right choice. To overcome them. Some are small challenges, like, what to eat for breaksfast, and some are bigger, like should I buy this car, or do I want that one.
But the hardest thing for me is getting up in the morning, especially when it's dark outside, and I have to go to school, it's not really a nice thing to wake up to. It's not so bad to get up early when I'm going to a match, or on a vacation or you know, something fun. But school, and tests and homework and learning mostly useless things, it's not all that fun. But still I do it everyday, because I have to, and it's a nice way to hang out with my friends.
On my sparetime I play handbal and footbal, and those two are amasing challenges. I have to stay in shape, to master the tasks we get there, and to stay focused. And then we have to play the games, and at my age, it's all about winning, and only the best players get to play, so you have to keep a surtain level on your perfomance.
Now I'm going to tell you about the challenge I regreet the most, it may not seem that important to you, but to me, it's major. It all started in 2005, right before chistmas. I meet this boy, who changed my life actually. We started of as friends, but it fast went over to something more. We hang out alot, and if we weren't together, we were talking on the phone, sending messages, or chatting online. I'd never feelt this way about a boy before, I was inlove, for the first time in my life. He was my first love. But my friends, they diden't like him. They said I had to get rid of him, they were imbarresed over me. If i didn't get rid of him, they'd get rid of me. And I didn't want to loose my friends. So I ditched him, my frist love, I was heartbrooken, so was he. But I understood then that my friends, weren't really my friends, so i diched them to, got new friends, real friends. Who stands by my side, whatever choice I make.
But this boy, yea, I still haven't got over him, and it has been a year now. I don't know, maybe it was the way we ended it, that just can't let me get over him, or that I had/have so strong feelings for him. But he's got a new girlfriend now, and that, sorry for the use of words, but it sucks. But I cant blame him, I ditched him, it's not his fault I had bad friends. And this is the choice I regreet most in my life. The way I feel now, I feel like I'm going to regreet it forever. I don't think I will, but it feels like I will.
But back to my challenges now, the biggest one, is like I said, getting up in the morning. And my handball and footbal. But I have a big challenge ahead theese days, I'm going to start secondary school. And what line I'm going to take there, is a important choice. It's probably going to have an affect on the rest of my life, like, what I am going to work with, and what I want to be. I thought I had my life all figured out, but then we got this book at school. Where you could test yourself what you want to be when you grow up. And i thought, I dont need this, but I did it anyway, and suddely, I dont know what I want anymore. Thats freaky! But I have some ideas though. Like, I first of all want to be a reporter, but lately, I've also beginning to like to cook, like, be a chef, or open a resturant. That would be awsome. And then there is my small desire to start my own shop. Like designing my own clothes, and selling them in my own store. Thats's my main wishes, so it's going to be a challenge to deside which one of them I want to follow. Or maybe i get a whole new wish in a cupple of years.
And in my future I think I'm going to have alot more challenges, big challenges, bigger then the ones I've had untill now. Like, what job do I want, do I want to have a husband, do I want to have kids, where do I want to live. Big issues, things I, thank God, dont have to worry about now.