Everybody wants to be free,
a little girl thought lying in her bed,
that’s what I wanna be.
Thoughts of her trouble were running through her head.
I wish I could get away from all the things I have seen,
scenes of fear and feelings not anyone should feel.
Through her life there were many things she had been,
things she wouldn’t tell anyone,
her lips she would seal.
All her thoughts were drowning in tears,
she looked back at her life,
she saw all her fears,
so freeing was the thought of her knife.
So scared and torn apart she where,
No family, no friends, no one to turn to.
Maybe it would be better down there,
under the ground, maybe that was what she should do.
For a moment she felt safe where she lied,
all her tears were stopped,
it was just like she flew,
she was happy, all her thoughts were dropped.
Suddenly, her thoughts came back to her again,
more overwhelming than ever.
It was nothing her thoughts weren’t scarier than,
she wouldn’t think these thoughts again, never.
She would make an end to all of this,
all the endless pain.
She couldn’t make a miss.
She lifted her knife to make a cut through a vein.
The blood flood in an endless stream,
she felt the pain as she saw her life pass by,
once, she tried to scream.
Now, she was going to die.
What a relief, she would be free,
that was what she always had wanted to be…