I liked you the way you were before, I don’t recognize you anymore. I really don’t. Why are you acting the way you do? It’s foolish. We were so close. Oh, well... At least I thought we were. You hurt me like I didn’t thought was possible. You blew my mind. You used to take my breath away in a GOOD way, but now you leave me breathless in a harmless and a BAD way.
I don’t get it. You said you were my best friend, was that a lie? Now I’m nothing to you, and it kills me inside. I just want the pain to go away, but it won’t go away. It’s stuck in my heart. And I’m sick of it. Help me! Someone! I don’t want to be destroyed again. I’m not able to handle this. It’s too much. Why is it always me? Why? Am I weaker than everyone else? Do I deserve this?
I just wish that everything will be the same again.