My body is numb
It seems like I’ve done it again
Voices whispers softly to my brain
Telling me what to do.
My head, I’m confused
As the shadows change on my wall
My eyes trying to focus
Tears hiding in the darkness
There, a thought pass by, two, three
I’m trying to hold on
The dream turns to nightmare
The monster, smiling on my doorstep
Waiting for the right moment
It knows I can’t escape
Fear is holding my heart,
Feels like ice, strangling my last hope
Now I lift my hand – doing it, again and again
Because the voices told me to
The soft, silent dark cloud swallows me again
Left behind, but the monster will wait for me
I can’t escape forever…