Why do I always get burned?

Why do I always have to do everything wrong?
Have you forgotten me already god?

Am I that easy to forget?

I have stopped asking so many questions

They will never be answered until I do something myself!

I hate my self more than my own life…

Have watched that rope for a long time now

Just wishing it was around my neck...

Just wishing... And wishing became truth...

For the first time I'm actually breathing...